I MISS YOU EVER

Forget me! Forget me please!! Forget me please forever!!!
You are suggesting me With every SMS and mail-FORGET ME-and sometimes shouting on me.
Why?
You don’t know, making and breaking relations are accout of time. It is a matter of months and years, not part of hours and days! Nobody can makes are finishes relations with in hours or days. Then how can I forget you, though we have not separated so far.
Why you want to forget me now and why you are insisting me to forget you !
Let me remind you, what you wrote in your letters:
You wrote on 18 March :
“I am sorry for let you wait me last night. Acually I fall in love with you sometime, but as i am not sure. I suspect myself because I thought perhap I was too lonely, kept my soul in deep, nobody is competible to share long time. Hence when you told me sweet words I was emotional. But I do not know i have to think a lot. You know I could not sleep, I could not do anything, your face was in deep my mind. I want to be closed to you. Sometime I want you hold me in your arm. do not laught me. I am wonder why you can read all my thought, undestand well all my feeling.”
You wrote me on 20 March :
“Till today I felt seems you was born in the world only for me.”
On 21 March :
“ Now you take my soul away, and you must compensate for me later.”
on 25 April :
Why last night not call me, you know could not online so I felt lonely and need your company. this become my habit. I was waiting your call and slept till getting your sms say good morning.
On 28 April :
“I understand last nigh that fist night we slept together, not other days, because I was enjoy sex in the true sense.”
On 4th May
“Finally I only want say I love you forever. If you permit me I will your net friend the rest of life. If you need something and I can do for you I will try my best. “
All these are your words-promises! And today how you are brutally behaving with me.

I know you compulsions. Everyone, compelling you to marry with your last boyfriend. He is also mending behing you, and nowdays you are also making your mind. May be you are going to against your soul, your will, there is no other way for you to live in peace.
Your other serious problem is: your boyfriend cannot make difference in social relations and net relations, he is a uneducated, arrogant and booster and a entertainer; However, you also failed to teach him what is the difference in net relation and social relations. If I consider you a simple net user, then you badly failed to save your freedom!
I am laughing on his mentality! Sorry ! If is he thinking, he will be able-oneday-make me mad or push me to suciede; by valgur SMS, Offline Massages and mails, he is living in illusions, let him live in illusions. I don’t care is practice.
In fact, I am very grate full him, He is keeping our relations till now. I am great full of him. I know, he is a week link within us, untill he is sending me SMS, yes Valgur, he is keeping our relations. He is reminding to us earlier we were friends.
Darling! it is a Indian saying, friend of a friend is a friend. So I am not jealing to him. I am enjoying his company, don’t worry about me.
If you want to forget me. Let me suggest you one side must ignore to other. Because you want to forget me, and I don’t-so you should ignore my SMS. I don’t want to forget you. I want to keep this relation, as a net friend, as a best net friend with you for long- so I will send you SMS and mails.
I know, he is imagining me his enemy and jealing to me. Yes I know. He is right. Because he had lost his family, his wife, his kids, his social relations. At this time if you deny to marry with him he will die or be mad. You had lost earlier your family. You are a divorcee. It is time for you, both of you, to restart your life from a new point. Yes! It is fact of your life, for what you were surfing net, you are going to get there, in reality. Now he will get divorce and marry with you.
However, suppose it, If I did not enter in your life, interfere in personal matter, and stood besides you in time of sorrows, then what would have happened. He was manipulating to your body from years and will be continue. He was cheating you and will be continue. He was blackmailing you, and will be continue. But, now, you have no dare to thanks me. In spite of thanking me you are annoying on me, you are fearing to him. Why? You had lost your privacy before marriage. You had disclosed passwords of mail boxes, aren’t you? Aren’t you loosing your personality….. Here Indian women, well educated, professional women donot want live for a second with a crude man!
Any way, You come in my life, stood with me for some months, I spent nice time with you. I am thankful of you. I am very very grateful of you. I Love you.
You are a my motivator. You give me a story to write. Your story is a fantastic, a story of a well educated, professional lady, first who fell in love with a uneducated poor car driver and lost her family, who have not belive in traditions and have no mind to take a good deceision. Who want to see dreams but have no will to struggle. You met me on net and fell in love again. Your love is a love of innocent lady for me. I will respect you ever. I will write your story and give you a precise gift of my friendship-oneday.
May God bless you! Live long and happy life.
I MISS YOU EVER- HAI